Recently, I need to reconsider my life a lot, and i aware, that i need to found my own business, to change my life style and view of my career.
Cheers for others~ it’s good, isn’t it?
2013年2月1日星期五
Real life and dream
I think i have make a very difficult decision and tell matrix that i really not like what he ask me to do. I feel angry when he said ” oh~ no, this is not what i want”. Sometimes i feel shame as i have already promise him. And whenever i stay in chair to draw, i just can’t calm down.
Recently, i dye my hair to red, and yes, that night, i haven’t done anything. Such kind of things always let matrix feel disappointed. i know it’s no excuse and yes, I’m a lazy guy. The most important thing is i can’t keep my words., this do real make me feel bad. If I keep on working like this , i will ruin my relationship with matrix and this do influence my real life.
I always think i’m a nice person and can do nearly everything. But this time, i was failed and i feel like a bad guy and keep on crashing the dream of matrix.
I need to work, and also should hold the dream. So i think i need to push myself and adjust the mode to working at home. I need keeping on working working working and then finally i may feel happy,who knows. Although I don’t want to live in the other people’s dream, i don’t have my dream anyway.
Most Chinese people’s dream money, so it’s so hard to make me feel right on the way to pursue other things. I hate my flexibility.
To make clear about real life and dream is hard, and life is hard, isn’t it?
life is hard, isn’t it?
It’s very ridiculous that as a Chinese that I need use the VPN, cross the ” Wall” and then i can visit my own blog. So life is hard, and so freedom is so prciou.
On wednesday night, the luck draw was picked up by my boy friend and we got a free night in Songtsam Lodges besides Mt. Meili, it’s a 5 star hotel and each night cost 1600 RMB. What a surprise and we begin to thinking about how to spend a night there. So first, we need take plan to Shangrila and then take the local bus to Deqin and then about 10 km we can arrive at that fabulous hotel. For the airticket and tranport cost, it’s far more than 2000 RMB and just one night there, oh~my~ god!
life is hard, even you win a lucky draw~
I love u~s
It’s hard to write something,especially using another language. I admit that I’m not interest in writing english articles. everyday, my work is about English and I need to reply all the questions from my clients.
It’s necessary for me to study everyday. some guests want to hunt wild ducks, yes, then i need to study the hunt area and also the kind of duck.Some guests want to go a remote place, and then i need to find out details about that area. It seems helps me a lot, well, on this point, i do real benefit from this work style, that is keep on learning.
Some guests told me that in big cities, people are not interest in foreigners, so they are seldom experience the “surprise ” faces from the local people. China is not like 10 years ago, and i think this kind of fast speed will accelerate the dead of our lovely earth. Since the information spread so fast without barrier, I feel myself more like a dust on earth.
Early days, I saw a movie “ 500 days of summer’” inside, there is a very cute words ” I love us” . The more I think about this words, the more fun i got. People say ” I love u” and when it apply “s” after “U”. It become “us”.
Ps: Travel log in Thailand are too many pictures and too many interesting things. How lazy I am~~i will try to update it soon.
PPs: George, i have received your post card from Jiuzhaigou, very nice of you!!
PPPS: My winter teams have run successfully and now back to Australia , Tiger leaping gorge is a famous place , most foreigners like it, but for me , i don’t think it’s a good place to travel. I will update the interesting story of our team next week.
I want to bring you back to my childhood
It’s an intersesting proejct that i see from the douban ” I want to bring you back to my childhood”.
I think show the pictures of the childhood is a very romantic thing between lovers. Yes, besides that you have done the “face changing”. When we look back of our past pictures, it seems to watch another person’s life.
I was not so cute in my childhood,while my mother is still a beauty. She wants me have thick hair and long eyelashes, so she scissor my eyelahses with her quiver hands after when i come to the world just one month. And also shaved all the satiny hair on my head. Well, i can understand a mother’s strong willing of having a angel baby. But the results is i was bald until 2 years’ old. My mother was very ancious that i will be bald forever.
And i have experience a lot in my childhood and i was so eager to take with somone. As time gose by, i seems forget a lot, forget the words and something important. Hu~~~how time flys!
Matrxi don’t like to look back and he seems lives in the upcoming century and what he is doing now is to try his best back to future. George is very hard to say at this moment, I believe he enjoy the best time in his life(that means now or in future). So it seems i’m the most stupid guy who still wondering in my memory and want to bring my lover to my childhood.
It doens’t mean that i live a very bad life now, some people said i was live a very suitabel life and can go many places to travel. However, i still miss my childhood, it might not very speical, but i do want to share it with my lovers. I want to cover the shame when i was still a little girl and faced those days on my own.
Open your minds to see more
The first test sentence i will left here would be “open your minds to see more” !
Many thanks to Matrix for showing this world to me!
Open 3p BLOG ‘s idea comes from Matrix. I know it the name may sounds a little exotic because of “3p”. However, in ancient China Confucius said ” Among three people, one can learn a lot from the ther two” . I know taht i can’t explained the sentence very exactly at this moment and i hope i can make it better in the future,
Open doors, open minds!
Sometimes we close our heart to others, the others can be your parents, your friends, your lovers. It may seems very hard to open at some moment, however, when you decide to open that, you will see more you haven’t see before.
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